"Yesterday was so last year"

2011 has been so amazing ! I dun really remember everything but I hope I do coz a productive and a fucking fresh one! Ups and downs that is wad made a life. I cant ask for more ^_^

Of coz Sem 5 of my college term ! If i could I hope i can go by month xD

January

Started off with a photoshoot for bonjeri. Was so nice of them to chop off all my hair and gave me purple that ripped my virginity of my black hair xD!

Went to first badminton match !! Omg that was so epic! Although didn get to watch lin dan but no worries la ! I saw Conrad and was routing for him ! Shouted his name so loud I even hear my voice when I watch the playback hahaha ! Then he threw his towel and I got it ! *fangirlscream* ;D

After a month I got my new computer, lightning killed my lan port! gg !

Another thing is ! LOL I wore Cheong Sam coz I bet with Joe ;P! Here is a pic !

February !

Went cycling with the gang. After so long I finally cycle again ;D I really miss cycling. I'll buy a bike if my house pool is done ;) ! Resolution ?

I saw a post on my facebook . xD! Epic funny

"5 days I spent my cny with my relatives, 5 DAYS they have to ask me "where is ur bf" T^T !"

Damn.. I need to avoid again this year ! But it would be fun again for this year's chinese new year. :D Cant wait !

Helped bernard, jacinta, melissa and liva for a film. We went to an actual scary haunted house. Wtf. Scary shit!

I met Poi Poi and she lied that her name is Poi Chan she is from Japan. So I believed her coz of her "Poi-Chan" and her slanged english ;X ! I hate her since then MUAHAHA !

March

Usually we took the wrong road to reach a destination but sure we can turn and head back on the right road. I took the wrong road, pay the wrong tol and went to Genting. HAHAHAHA wtf rite!

Ran a marathon 10km ! will join another one ;) *maybe*

I think most of you know Japan had a massive earthquake that year also. It was devastating. We made a video. We asked alot of people to help us to spread the message " Love keeps us kind"

Spreading the message to everyone to help Japan and to because love keeps us kind ;p.

It was so meaningful and alot of people helped.

April

Oh yeah. I joined a competition to design a hotel ;) It was a fun experience with the members. We even had a sleepover at my house for 3 days i think xD fucking nice ;D! I wont forget that all your dirty legs in my room !

as months pass my hair was getting shorter too xD!

May

Well we didn win the competition and is was devastating at first. But then we learnt that we have to learn more and gain more experience. After that the team spirit lift up as we prepare for Will's wedding!! hahaha its so fun and happy moment where we helped to decorate the place and be a crew for the photography ! We really want to wish him all the best and for his blessed baby boy Luiz ! ;))

Coz we crew i we sweated alot and got alot mosquito bites! Somemore i got rash ! The rash was on my skin for few months somemore gg !

Another devastating thing was I lost my iPhone ;( left it on my car roof and drove away. wtf.

Was so sad lah =( coz i paid half of it wad hahaha but then i got iphone 4 in returh == lols

Daddy say for ur birthday la ;X

I then followed my mum to my cousin's competition. It was quite big as it was for sin chew daily.

All of us then went to cheer for her and I've designed a banner ;D! wahaha.

Was quite a bad month hahaha I cant remember the goods from here though ;X Though it then ends my bad luck and i chopped my hair again.

June

Celebrated Mr Toh's birthday ;DD! He is an awesome creep ;D

Was awesome coz we barbequed at will's condo. BBQ adee then jump to pool ;D! so fun that day. We should do it again !

And not to mention Ah Seng korkor and fongling jiejie's marriage. We ushered 900 people that night ! ;D! Bless youuu ^_^ and your coming baby! Anticipating.

July

How do i say this, x) One of the most memorable day of my life. This is the final sem before I graduate. Everything have to be prepare because there is alot of happenings to be there for

Especially my first ROCK concert was motherfuckingly amazing ! I saw the awesome 30 SECONDS TO MARS ! MTF ! Omg that nite was fucking awesome xD We actually waited since 6am can u believe it. Was so crazy. and Neon Trees was also crazy ! I would definitely go again if theres a chance to see them play. Its MTV Worldstage btw. It was so nice ahhhh cant wait for another concert like that.

August

Went to Korea ;) I really hope sometimes daddy would go more places. He deserve it. Korea was really fun but if I must say, I din get enough SHOES LOL hahahaha.

Hopefully can go Hong Kong. Hmmm!

September

Last month, everything was going so fast this month. Everything is preparing for the big day! Decided to dye my hair purple also ;X Which spent like crap of a money on it. lols And you know, that last week of September I am ready ! ;X !

October

I never won anything first place or called out first in class,sports or wad. This time on graduation I really thank mt ca liang and aaron coming especially to see my graduate ;DD! Of course my family tooooo ! I think i made them proud as my name was called for having the best Stage Design. ^_^ after the graduation we went club and somehow i feel very happy not because of the stage, or the fact I was in a club ;X I hope I rmb this even if I dun type it out phew ;D

We then went to Sarawak (First time being there) its so awesome. One of the awesome trip with friends also. I always feel very free in these trips although I was homesick first day ;X

But that 7 days was very very awesome. We saw alot of nature, I cant believe I swam in a dam, I cant believe I played kite in a moving boat! I cant believe I went into a fairy cave and also I cant believe my friend got stung by scorpion! AND THE THING I CANT BELIEVE WAS I DIARRHEA WHOLE WEEK AND I'VE GAINED 3 KGGGGGG!!!

November

College got a new club and I've been chosen to be the president of the club. Shocking, responsibilities, scare and erm i'll do my best ;X! I think I somehow dun really manage people well and will think I take everything to do it myself is stupid. Yeah, sometimes I understand that my members maybe more hectic with their assignments so sometimes I dun mind doing. Though having this job I've host the first event with their help also. I cant do it without them and you know what!! My first halloween party!!

This is November already. Means its ending soon! I've got my first "job" and hopefully I can finish this. and be proud of it at least. Im really scare.

Went to orphanage and clean for them for once. I actually cleaned their rubbish piling ground full of ants and maggots with Veepeng ! Geli~ though I never cleaned so fast before lols ! I felt great after a bath.

After that comes the big day again ;) First time a friend's wedding. A wedding I dun have to follow my parents to go to ;X Patrick's big day ;D! Its one of the sweetest mv they have and I'm so jealous! Im not jealous of those lamborghini or 10 ferraris escorting for me thats not really my reality I know though Patrick's one I can really see its their life ;X how they treat each other also ;X

December

Owhh finishing all my subjects and going into the real world to work.

Celebrated MT's birthday. One of the most tiring one to plan I guess xD! We planned for a month ! :X Me and liang was saying "tired ah wan plan another bday celebration next year, why blow one cake and it represents everyone's bday next year!" LOL

Everything ended nicely this year ;) I have my holiday earlier that was awesome. Went for a fashion show hosted by friends ;D
And saw a long friend from young. He was an unforgettable friend ;X I cant believe we were always team when we were playing poison ball, he runs fast also ! I hate when we played tag ! LOL And I rmb he hit his forehead on a nail which shock everyone. I recognize his scar which now reminds me of harry potter having a scar on his forehead also wtf. He changed skol after that which kinda was sad. But when I found bout his facebook again, I couldnt recognize him at all. I went through 10 pictures and look which part looks like him. lolsss He was no longer mushroom head and round shape. ;X!

Was a nice nite after that we went for a drink with joyce's friend at overtime. Chilled till Christmas eve. Counted down with parents this year. As you go older I guess you would wanna spend with your family no? Its weird.

New year went the same although I hope I went with my friends also. Though I hope we'll have more fun in the coming year ;D! Okay thats about all. Have a Happy New 2012 !

^_^ xoxo

Smiles to You

I know that you protect me from getting hurt and harm by others =) I was shock to know and glad to know. You are the one that made me laugh always, crack me up also.

You are the one who punch me and know that I wont get mad coz I will definitely hit you back.

You can be demanding at times but what to do we are strongly bonded.

We had our ups and downs, we get through it everytime because our attitudes are similarly bad tempered x)

三人行，必有我師焉：擇其善者而從之，其不善者而改之

Something pro I learnt ;) !

Weddings make me smile

Patrick's wedding is so beautiful. I'm not very close with patrick but I know he is a great guy and lame at times xD. The video was made perfectly just like his personality and his wife's. A bride can look so beautiful when they are in their gown. Stunting and breath taking.

Can you picture the guy standing next to you as you walk down the aisle, popping the champagne, cutting the cake ? A room fill with people that you dear and are happy for you that you are getting married. They come cause they care, and wants to see you happy also. Some would fly all the way from across the globe to be in your wedding and of course they expect to do it once only not every wedding ;X

As I watch the tradition fooling the guys, making them go through challenges its so cute ;X

I always wonder who would be the first in our group to get marry hahaha. You know, four of us..

Ca, yin and zanne.. I've changed and guess yin will be the first ;p I can see that she knows who is she happy with and I can see it in both of them ;D! I think the stories she tells us can even make herself smile at times.

I'm abit off right now.. Having a headache also under pressure. gotta shake it off.

I feel how bad is my 3D renderings now. I need to improve more. I'm losing focus also. Though cant wait till the sem is over. 3 more weeks *smiles

Who can I be vulnerable to.

Chinese Songs made me wrote this !

Theres something with me and chinese songs.. I get emo and tear up everytime I listen to those songs. Even in a Karaoke when even there is a group of people in a room, I hope the song changes. And the most stupid thing is I dun get what the song is saying.

I've been thinking lately bout guys and realize I'm distancing and avoiding .. I'm so bad that I lied about being interested in girls. Its not that all of them are bad looking, its I dun even want them near me. I just want to cage up in my world ;( ? Nahh just not right now. haha..

I got worried and asked my fren what if I'm forever widowed, she told me I would still have her.. Fml ? D: hahahahah.. stupid lah chloe yap.

I think I'm felling out of love o.o"

I cant wait till December 23rd. I have a month break for Chinese new year. Not a month its more like self declare till I have my internship. Though most probably I'll be having some freelance work during that time or so.. Hmm lets just hope I'll get something to do.

I ate alot of these sweet ;X

Overwhelmed

Terms of overwhelm for me sometimes is excited but this time is too much.. Having a migraine right now and cant sleep ;( so just stress the thing out and see how much things i need to sort out.

I have an assignment due this friday no biggy, almost finishing but thats the cause of my migraine xD

Then there is the club thing, need to sort out the list of orphanage, budgeting, paint source, details also... Emmm and also the field trip. I cant understand this lecturer well.. @@ he tell bits by bits .. Ahh okok can be sorted out also.

Then theres the carpet thing... Sigh. Almost got tensed up talking bout it today.. Hmmm my mood is easy at times. U make me angry at night i might be mad but the next morning i wud be smiling again. You make me mad middle of the day u have to go through my sulky face throughout the day ;X

Then group work... Hmm i .. Sigh.. I really dont like. And I'm serious.

Basically talking to myself here so i can release out everything you most probably wont understand.





all i have to do is focus





A Sudden Thought

Leadership

Leadership is not just a title given to you. Sometimes when a pack with no leader, if someone ever rise up and take the job and he/she knows what he/she is doing. Go with it. *Heard this from a talk by Mr Lai*

You have to know your responsibility not only as a leader, whatever title you have on your duties must be carried out properly if not why bother having that title. If you are a student handle your things well, do what you should do, if not don't be a student rite.

Uhhh sigh. im lazy to type. feel even more stress. Ciao :)

Keeaboo much.

Alot thing annoys me easily. I just woke up after 4 hours of sleep. Abit miserable xD I saw this post of Jay Chou's new mv on facebook and there was a girl which I feel pathetic. They are those people I feel that are abit retard ;X

Really ?! -___-

They must have some mental illness or something.. follow ? MOST MV DANCES. omg

Thats the most stupid thing to say ==..

My fren actually thought that I have a prejudice towards Korean thing. I don't really.

Maybe I do slightly now but its just because I'm annoyed.

For example I've encounter this.. A fren who is not a Christian and her Christian friend keep telling her how great Jesus is, what the bible says, what you should you, how you should live your live and pray everyday. Yeah Jesus is great and all but I don't need you pouring things that I already know so shut up and keep the thoughts for yourself.

Even I felt Korean freaks are similar to in Korea. They only let their music spread across the nation though they would never allow other music in their country and their patriotism is so high. I got this info from some forum news.

They are soooo bias towards their interest in the Korean Pop. Although I at first thought was just my friend ;X but it wasn't. I went to forum to check (wasnt curiosity it was for a research) most of them are like that.

They are turning it into something so serious omg. If you know you are not or deny wadever its fine I'm just stating what I've saw and its getting on my nerves